Back in Coimbatore after a month. Was delighted in the
morning, but the evening finds me melancholic. I welcome the feeling for its
depth and flavour. It suits the night sky over these sombre mountains. I am discovering (in that stupid way humans
have of discovering eternal truths as if they alone have stumbled upon them by
some unearthly chance) that if one lives closely tuned to the sun one feels
like the sun, sprung in the morning, full-blown in the day, meditative at dusk,
restful at night, and mystic before dawn.
Last evening I was on the train, then too I found the same
catch in the region below my heart, so half of the below was started then -
Kya le jata hai suraj apne saath,
Jab woh doobne lagta hai har shaam?
Abhaas hota hai ke bheetar kuch asth huaa hai
Kheechta hai kuch andar-andar
Tez aach pe chadi saanse, madhaam si hoke simatne lageen ho
jaise
Ek nishabd dhaara ban
ke bah rahi ho jaise
Aur dheemi saason ke is sheetal dhaara mein umadteen hain
woh saare prashn phir se
Jinke nirantar prashn-chinh se thak ke soya hun umr bhar, har
raat, har raat.
Ke phir suraj uge aur phir taab se apni bhasm kar de un
sawaalon ko,
Saansein phir se raftaar pakde, ke unke beech, kisi
prachn-chinh kisi sawaal ka antar na ho
Jeevan ki gati aisi ho ke woh swayam uttar sa lage,
Aur lagne lagti bhi hai har roz har roz
Aur phir sooraj asth hota hain,
Aur phir har saans ke baad... ek yugantar
2 comments:
"if one lives closely tuned to the sun one feels like the sun"
go on, make me jealous. Just a month more for my Surya Kriya - I'm nervous, and stupidly excited. He'll be at his torridest in May...
aye saala...
abhi abhi huaa yakeen
ki aag hai mujh mein kahin
hui subaah mai jal gaya
suraj ko main nigal gaya...
ru-ba-ru roshni hai...
wah! kya sahi wale lines pull-up karte ho!
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